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2004-05-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

goshiE. dEy are dumb mann.. boo. i am so simply fedup wid em, yEa? n dey dunoe why. stupid lo. Ass pplE. hmph..

u wana knoe why isit? finE.

1) im not ya toy kae?
2) i dun lke 2 b pushed arnd?
3) i dun lke 2 b left OUT
4) i dun lke 2 b taken 4 granted
5) i dun lke 2 b looked down on

acty tts not all yEa? juz tell ya sum. not enuff? tOo bAd. *bOo*

i hate em mann. it isnt d 1st tme. i tolerating lke siao frm dunoe since when kae? wheneva imn hapee, im damn HAPEE. but when im hurt n upset.. it doesnt staE long. it bcumz angEr. lke wat im experiencing noww.. so i decided 2 clOsE my blogg.. i cant stand it mAnn. stupid AsS. bOo Em All.. u can do w/o mE. so stOp acting lke u r bothErEd..

i cant b bothErEd 2 xplain it 2 yA mAnn. u wAnnA knoE why isit?! den eithEr rEad THIS bloGg, or fan2 xing3 fan2 xing3. do sum soul searching. recAll how ive been treated 4 d past fEw wEekz. soree aint enUff mY DEARZ. *bOo*

i bEt i will b 4gottEn sOon. dis suxx.

whEn wIll mY lifE chnge 4 d bEttr? wat did my mAY horoscopE saE? hadnt it saE tt both my luv n sch lifE will b grEaT? a tOtAl piEcE of crAp mAnn. bUllsHiT.

when will i finalli get 2 live my dhs life happily lke how i lived my lifE in prps?? will history repeat itself? wud i hve 2 leave dis grp n find another of my own? juz 2 find tt d short-lived happiness was juz a pass n parcEl in lifE tt cAnt bE trustEd? i cant count on it mAnn. i simply cAnt.

n, how cum YOU can b angri while i cant? muz i tell ya why im angri? nO. i dun nd to. dun bothEr mE mAnn. u will 4get me v soon i bEt yA.

Acty i dunoe why im so careless nowadaez. it ony started dis yr.. n i wAs wid yA all dis yr. does d picturE cliCk? yEs it doEs to mE. if it doesnt 2 yA, den u r juz too stupid. usuali, LAST TIME, whereva i go, b4 i leave d place, i wud turn arnd n stare at it 4 v long.. acty i aint staring at it.. im scanning arnd 2 c if any1 has left sth bhind. turnz out tt no1 hAd usuali. i shall start using it AgN mAnn.

n dun tink i dunow u took my watch kae u ass. wat m i? DUMB or STUPID? yEa. im too dumb lE. WADD DO U TINK I M? rEtArdEd? yEa rItE. how do u tink i got in2 dis sch in d 1st placE? bOo kae. bOo.

there's a lot mor 4 me 2 sae. but i believe tt d truth will cum 2 lite one dae n i neednt spend my time typing em all here.. juz keep em in my heart will do. ony when i realli cant stand it, n its d last straw like 2DAE, den i shall do it mann. i shall.

okae. by suckErz. cya sum time.

.-* mIslEd mElinA *-.

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